Week 6, Entry 5

[goatgodschild]

I spent most of last night feeling shaky and scared. I was suddenly extremely hungry, and had 4 cookies and a bowl of cereal before I didn't feel like I was entirely empty. My brain is continually throwing how much it hates me out there, which I am understanding of. And because it's panicking and can't do much practicing of seeing other people, my brain is just going wild on the conspiracy theories, trying to find a way to excuse violence and lack of empathy. It is very tiring.

I really need to draw. Both to create a project and to illustrate my own feelings.