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goatgodschild) wrote2022-07-11 03:05 pm
goatgodschild) wrote2022-07-11 03:05 pm
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Week 8, Entry 1
Last night, I wrote as follows:
I wish my friends and I were as known and liked as the Four of Lake Mojave. I wish people came to me for magical advice, and complimented my stories, did art of my friends and I.
Admittedly, I often end up damaging my chances at that, because I have trouble being myself consistently.
I scrubbed my feet last night, and that got the horrors out of the way so that I could get through DnD. I had a good time, even though our party nearly died, twice!
I started to have it again today, the horrors, and anonymously messaged the member of the Four whose persona form is that of a skeleton if it was them, and if not, could they suggest what to do. They refused to answer, but as soon as I wrote it down, the horrors completely vanished. I was glad, because I was very busy today, taking care of Mom and helping with chores. I might let them come again later, the horrors, but I'll do it on my time, not theirs.
I wish my friends and I were as known and liked as the Four of Lake Mojave. I wish people came to me for magical advice, and complimented my stories, did art of my friends and I.
Admittedly, I often end up damaging my chances at that, because I have trouble being myself consistently.
I scrubbed my feet last night, and that got the horrors out of the way so that I could get through DnD. I had a good time, even though our party nearly died, twice!
I started to have it again today, the horrors, and anonymously messaged the member of the Four whose persona form is that of a skeleton if it was them, and if not, could they suggest what to do. They refused to answer, but as soon as I wrote it down, the horrors completely vanished. I was glad, because I was very busy today, taking care of Mom and helping with chores. I might let them come again later, the horrors, but I'll do it on my time, not theirs.