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Neth Smiley ([personal profile] goatgodschild) wrote2023-02-12 08:16 pm

Week 38, Entry 5

I have decided to not ease off my meds, or quit them. As much as I don't enjoy taking medication, and I think I am doing much better now than how I was doing this time last year, I still need to stay on them. If I move, I don't know what that's going to look like, but as I am here for the foreseeable future, I ought to stay with what I have.

I have been having trouble in the past few days, being unable to recognize my face in the mirror. It's not bad, as much as annoying. It MIGHT be a trans thing, with my stubble coming in so beautifully thick, but at the same time, I feel like I may as well ask around about it. I am otherwise quite grounded, and have not wandered out of my body in some time. I am inside my body, rather than hovering around it. There's just something off about my face.