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Neth Smiley ([personal profile] goatgodschild) wrote2023-05-22 10:59 pm

Week 52, Entry 1

One year.

One year ago today, I hurt Mal so much through my actions that he decided he could not trust me.

I have improved since that time, but I still don't think it's right for me to reach out to him and say. Even if I think I can prove that I've changed, it doesn't mean that he will be interested in reconciling so soon.

But I have grown a lot in the past year, and I suppose that that is what's more important, since I have to live with myself.