Week 6, Entry 2

[goatgodschild]

I managed to get a shower in, so I feel less waxy and gross. My feet feel slightly better, but I still am using my staff to get around so that I don't collapse trying to get a sandwich or something. There's a lot to do tomorrow, but how much I'm going to be able to do beyond going to the doctor's office, I don't know. Hopefully, they'll give me some information there.

I nearly lapsed just now online, though. I didn't completely lose it, at least, and didn't say things all the way. But I came closer than I would have liked. I disengaged, sought out reality checks with uninvolved friends, calmed down and refocused.

At least I have a setup for myself, and accomplished it without lapsing.