Week 6, Entry 3

[goatgodschild]

I know there's a lot of things for me to be grateful for, but I am very unhappy with what I have just had to do, and what things are going to look like for me in future. I will be sent to a podiatrist soon, but how long it will take for me to recover is currently unknown.
This means I'm set back quite a few places, not just in the main ways, but I can no longer take part in:

- Volunteering at the library
- Volunteering at the cat shelter
- Working at the library
- Working at the bookstore
- Kung fu and tai chi lessons
- Fencing lessons
- Driving (probably)

It sounds very tempting to give up on everything right now, to let the cold-drake come and just become Rust all over again.

But if I do that, then I'm never climbing out of that hole, and as long as you're alive, you can change.