Week 35, Entry 1
Jan. 19th, 2023 10:30 pmToday was less busy than I expected it to be. I had a psychiatrist appointment and what turned out to be a preliminary appointment for Dr. Rasmussen to look at my nails. I thought that he would be able to treat them surgically today, but he says that'll take an hour. On the 30th, I'm going to get them surgically taken care of.
I redid the Home Office area, and I'm hoping it'll be easier to dust. It still looks overly busy, but at least it's a little better. I also moved my doll into the closet. I'm scared to talk to her or build a further bond, but at the same time, I'm scared that if I try to build a further bond with her, it'll make her angry. I thought of reaching out to some members of the doll collector community on Tumblr, but at the same time, if I did that, then it would be putting myself further into Malcolm's orbit, which wouldn't be fair to him. I think I should try divination for help with it instead -- it's something I can do myself.
I've decided on a few more books to remove from my collection. Not that I don't like them, just that I want them to go to someone who will enjoy them much more.
I redid the Home Office area, and I'm hoping it'll be easier to dust. It still looks overly busy, but at least it's a little better. I also moved my doll into the closet. I'm scared to talk to her or build a further bond, but at the same time, I'm scared that if I try to build a further bond with her, it'll make her angry. I thought of reaching out to some members of the doll collector community on Tumblr, but at the same time, if I did that, then it would be putting myself further into Malcolm's orbit, which wouldn't be fair to him. I think I should try divination for help with it instead -- it's something I can do myself.
I've decided on a few more books to remove from my collection. Not that I don't like them, just that I want them to go to someone who will enjoy them much more.