Week 42, Entry 1
Mar. 7th, 2023 07:58 pmI got back home from Escapade on Sunday, and I've been on edge ever since. Noises seem louder, people seem more grating. Everything seems to feel wrong and dull.
Food doesn't taste good, and I don't know why. I'm sort of hungry, but when food comes, it's just warm and there, nothing more. I can identify tastes, but it doesn't particularly draw me. The warmth from the food is good, but the rest doesn't feel nearly so.
I didn't go to ASAP today -- I needed to make so many calls, and I was grumpy about most of 'em!
I'm out of Zoloft for tomorrow -- I called CVS twice, but it turns out that I'm going to need to call my psychiatrist instead, because the request CVS made to him got turned down. And then the phone number was mixed up, so Mom got that message instead of me. I was so angry that I started yelling, at Mom and the automatic CVS line, and the poor woman on the phone at CVS. I apologized, but that didn't make it feel any better.
It's only Tuesday, and this week has been terrible.
Food doesn't taste good, and I don't know why. I'm sort of hungry, but when food comes, it's just warm and there, nothing more. I can identify tastes, but it doesn't particularly draw me. The warmth from the food is good, but the rest doesn't feel nearly so.
I didn't go to ASAP today -- I needed to make so many calls, and I was grumpy about most of 'em!
I'm out of Zoloft for tomorrow -- I called CVS twice, but it turns out that I'm going to need to call my psychiatrist instead, because the request CVS made to him got turned down. And then the phone number was mixed up, so Mom got that message instead of me. I was so angry that I started yelling, at Mom and the automatic CVS line, and the poor woman on the phone at CVS. I apologized, but that didn't make it feel any better.
It's only Tuesday, and this week has been terrible.