Week 50, Entry 3
May. 6th, 2023 05:59 pmI ended up not making dinner today, because I fell asleep after I went out on errands with my parents.
It was a nice day today -- dropped off books, bought a nice set of rocks and a mood ring. I watched a little of Dungeons and Dragons: Honor Among Thieves with my DnD group, but I only had about thirty minutes of that in me. I don't dislike DnD, but I'm also not a particularly big fan -- I play once every other week, and I own a few old Monster Manuals that I like the art of, that's it. I'm not listening to Critical Role or The Adventure Zone, or following Wizards of the Coast announcements, so a lot of the film was just...things that I probably would appreciate more if I was deeper into DnD than I am.
In broader observations, I think I've figured out why I've been in such a grouchy state for the past week and change. It's not just the medication shift (I lost track of a few dosages this week), or the bad sleep (thanks pollen!), but I'm waiting to hear back about this job I'm so close to!
And THAT information came exactly nine days ago.
HR needs to get back to my supervisor, and once they've gotten back to her, she has to get back to my case manager.
Meanwhile, HR is all busy managing this library close for construction this week.
That doesn't excuse my being snappish, but if I know, it does help lock down my responses. I don't think of the cause in front of me, I think of what is causing me to see this as troubling now.
Now that all this has been recorded, I'm going to go feed Bud.
It was a nice day today -- dropped off books, bought a nice set of rocks and a mood ring. I watched a little of Dungeons and Dragons: Honor Among Thieves with my DnD group, but I only had about thirty minutes of that in me. I don't dislike DnD, but I'm also not a particularly big fan -- I play once every other week, and I own a few old Monster Manuals that I like the art of, that's it. I'm not listening to Critical Role or The Adventure Zone, or following Wizards of the Coast announcements, so a lot of the film was just...things that I probably would appreciate more if I was deeper into DnD than I am.
In broader observations, I think I've figured out why I've been in such a grouchy state for the past week and change. It's not just the medication shift (I lost track of a few dosages this week), or the bad sleep (thanks pollen!), but I'm waiting to hear back about this job I'm so close to!
And THAT information came exactly nine days ago.
HR needs to get back to my supervisor, and once they've gotten back to her, she has to get back to my case manager.
Meanwhile, HR is all busy managing this library close for construction this week.
That doesn't excuse my being snappish, but if I know, it does help lock down my responses. I don't think of the cause in front of me, I think of what is causing me to see this as troubling now.
Now that all this has been recorded, I'm going to go feed Bud.