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Week 10, Entry 1
Jul. 27th, 2022 09:06 pmNotes from today's SMART meeting:
It has now been 8 days since my last lapse, which isn't saying a lot, but here we are. I've come very close to lapsing in the past week, because it's like every little thing is trying to get under my skin. All the same, there's a lot of good things going on in my life. I haven't been in much pain, and I'm in pain less than I was in even as far back as last week.
Don't walk away from your current goal, don't force yourself to end up making new goals. Just because other people (new friends) don't know about your lapses doesn't mean you can start over.
- Last week I hurt too much to speak.
- Been thinking about the idea of earning.
Does it matter if it just stays inside your head, if you're still depending on anger?
It has now been 8 days since my last lapse, which isn't saying a lot, but here we are. I've come very close to lapsing in the past week, because it's like every little thing is trying to get under my skin. All the same, there's a lot of good things going on in my life. I haven't been in much pain, and I'm in pain less than I was in even as far back as last week.
Don't walk away from your current goal, don't force yourself to end up making new goals. Just because other people (new friends) don't know about your lapses doesn't mean you can start over.
- Last week I hurt too much to speak.
- Been thinking about the idea of earning.
Does it matter if it just stays inside your head, if you're still depending on anger?
