Week 8, Entry 5
Jul. 15th, 2022 10:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
goatgodschildI started to feel threatened and hear voices earlier this evening, and it seemed like the only option was to immediately contact this random person and get into it with them online. But then I remembered:
- I was thirsty
- I needed to take a shower
- I needed to finish cleaning off my bed so I could sleep
- I am keyed up because I have a clothing sale I'm helping with tomorrow, and the RenFaire day after tomorrow.
So I turned on a nice, goofy, 0-stakes show, got myself some water, cleaned off my bed, and went to take my shower. And, as I got ready for that, I thought about how, this guy I was gonna get into it with? What's he matter? I don't know him, he doesn't know me. He likes to cause trouble and tick people off so then he can act superior for it, he's been open about that.
He's not worth Malcolm. He's not worth my best friend, and he's definitely not worth losing my having not gotten in a fight online for one month and almost 4 days.
- I was thirsty
- I needed to take a shower
- I needed to finish cleaning off my bed so I could sleep
- I am keyed up because I have a clothing sale I'm helping with tomorrow, and the RenFaire day after tomorrow.
So I turned on a nice, goofy, 0-stakes show, got myself some water, cleaned off my bed, and went to take my shower. And, as I got ready for that, I thought about how, this guy I was gonna get into it with? What's he matter? I don't know him, he doesn't know me. He likes to cause trouble and tick people off so then he can act superior for it, he's been open about that.
He's not worth Malcolm. He's not worth my best friend, and he's definitely not worth losing my having not gotten in a fight online for one month and almost 4 days.
