Week 10, Entry 2
Jul. 28th, 2022 08:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
goatgodschildFinally brought myself to be able to reread the last conversation between Malcolm and I.
It hurt, but I still don't blame him for what he said. It was right, and it sent me down a path that I would say has been ultimately positive.
Yesterday was really, really good...but the only reason it was so good was because everything was so quiet and orderly. That wasn't a day that forced me to change my behavior from its best.
I'd like to tell him all the things that have happened since we last spoke, but I don't think there's enough measurable change to do so yet. He said that he doesn't want to give me a chance to hurt him again, and he was right.
It hurt, but I still don't blame him for what he said. It was right, and it sent me down a path that I would say has been ultimately positive.
Yesterday was really, really good...but the only reason it was so good was because everything was so quiet and orderly. That wasn't a day that forced me to change my behavior from its best.
I'd like to tell him all the things that have happened since we last spoke, but I don't think there's enough measurable change to do so yet. He said that he doesn't want to give me a chance to hurt him again, and he was right.
