Week 11, Entry 2
Aug. 3rd, 2022 07:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
goatgodschildLapsed again. I had 15 days and lost it.
I was in a meeting for my local queer group, and a person came in and started talking about the evils of capitalism in media. Right after they started talking about how capitalism spoils all "franchise media", I asked them to define franchise media. This resulted in them describing how publishing works, and then when I asked what media was good that could be saved (since the rest, supporting capitalism and the status quo, should be destroyed) they said "**** you, just learn some critical thinking skills". By then, the cold-drake was awake and moving, and I think I shouted something? I didn't swear, I know that. I didn't say anything directly.
Now I just feel nauseous and tired and guilty. Luckily, the group moderator agrees that I was further in the right than the other.
I was in a meeting for my local queer group, and a person came in and started talking about the evils of capitalism in media. Right after they started talking about how capitalism spoils all "franchise media", I asked them to define franchise media. This resulted in them describing how publishing works, and then when I asked what media was good that could be saved (since the rest, supporting capitalism and the status quo, should be destroyed) they said "**** you, just learn some critical thinking skills". By then, the cold-drake was awake and moving, and I think I shouted something? I didn't swear, I know that. I didn't say anything directly.
Now I just feel nauseous and tired and guilty. Luckily, the group moderator agrees that I was further in the right than the other.
