Week 39, Entry 2
Feb. 14th, 2023 10:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
goatgodschildI have lost my temper again. I was already late for ASAP and Mom was going to drive me, and by the time SHE was ready, I had dressed, made my bed, had breakfast and meds, and taken care of the breakfast dishes, as well as checking in on Bud and giving him new water! I was supposed to be at ASAP at 10am, and we were only leaving the house at that point!
Then, Mom said that she thought I wasn't going to ASAP this week, because I have the procedure for my permanent retainer at 1:45pm, and I only get out of ASAP at 12pm. Then I would have to have lunch and brush my teeth, all in that time! I thought I didn't need to have lunch, but I was also going to go to Paperback Alley to try and donate my spare books after the wire was put in, and spend my $20 scrip there -- preferably to pick up some new cottage cozies for my parents.
It turned out that Mom had planned on us going driving instead, because she thought I wasn't going to ASAP, since I would be cutting it so fine, and it was just a whole mess of confusion. The cold-drake did NOT come, and nothing ugly was said, although on the way home I did flip off a bad driver who nearly T-boned us.
And just when I had been allowing myself a bit of pride at not having gotten angry yesterday at all. At least that horrible bubbling feeling that's been building all the past week is gone.
Then, Mom said that she thought I wasn't going to ASAP this week, because I have the procedure for my permanent retainer at 1:45pm, and I only get out of ASAP at 12pm. Then I would have to have lunch and brush my teeth, all in that time! I thought I didn't need to have lunch, but I was also going to go to Paperback Alley to try and donate my spare books after the wire was put in, and spend my $20 scrip there -- preferably to pick up some new cottage cozies for my parents.
It turned out that Mom had planned on us going driving instead, because she thought I wasn't going to ASAP, since I would be cutting it so fine, and it was just a whole mess of confusion. The cold-drake did NOT come, and nothing ugly was said, although on the way home I did flip off a bad driver who nearly T-boned us.
And just when I had been allowing myself a bit of pride at not having gotten angry yesterday at all. At least that horrible bubbling feeling that's been building all the past week is gone.
