Week 40, Entry 3
Feb. 20th, 2023 11:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
goatgodschildAnd I'm thinking about The Jungle Books partly because I'm crushing hard on Alex, and when he and his girlfriend talk about how subby he is, it makes me very confused and jealous. I'm accept that I hurt Mal, I understand that, almost all of it, I think. But it's a little more confusing when it comes to Alex, because Eti (the girlfriend) isn't a girlfriend, per se. Alex is her secondary, possibly even tertiary or so, and they've been pulling apart, so part of me feels like maybe I could try to become Alex's boyfriend, at least for a little time...
It's complicated, though. As much as I want this, I still don't completely trust myself in a relationship yet. I find myself thinking of the White Cobra in the story "The King's Ankus". Which I will tell you about, but since I'm falling asleep, I'm going to have to do that later.
It's complicated, though. As much as I want this, I still don't completely trust myself in a relationship yet. I find myself thinking of the White Cobra in the story "The King's Ankus". Which I will tell you about, but since I'm falling asleep, I'm going to have to do that later.
